Hospital Goals & Other rambling.

OKKKKOKOK so Im off to surgery on wednesday : D I hope for curry ! Actually? Im scared as hell. Because I don't know what to expect / never had surgery... And I don't want to miss my parents, I always bug my parents when im in pain =__= too dependant.
Anyway, I keep positive and im going to set Hospital Goals !! haha, Just for fun : D keep my mind distracted !
So !

Hospital Goal 1: Score all the food i eat out of 10! write what i like/ dislike about it.

Hospital Goal 2: Write a letter in Korean .____. !

Hospital Goal 3: Listen to Alchemy all the way through ! Including the bad Thai Hip Hop!

Hospital Goal 4: If they have foxtel, force self to watch Futurama ! I don't know why, I hate it, but maybe ill become immune to it, so when i go to my friend Michael's house, I can sit there without falling asleep.


Now for ramble. Ahh ! I love beer, So much. It's great but.... It seems whenever I go out with this certain guy 'friend' I seem to always get into trouble =__= I think it's because things have been confusing between both of us, since the day we met.. So we had a fight.. and i was seeing him saturday night that just passed, I thought things would be fine, because we would just, idk.. not talk. But he pulled me away and we spoke alot, and he gave me a present, and said some nice things, and i got sad, and THEN I LOST THE PRESENT ?!!! ahhh; that's just the half of it, somehow we ended up angry at each other again i think =___= then I fell down some stairs. Smart move with a bung rib lol.

ANYWAY a day to remember, that band, is on Yo Gaba Gaba right now |:
and now a girl who looks like my friend kathy, is feeding cartoon animals.

That is all.

reminisce on old Stick Bec. *sigh loudly.

Ahh ! so one thing i don't do often is look at old photos of myself, But i was browsing the computer , and I noticed one drastic change, THE AMOUNT OF WEIGHT I HAVE PUT ON THIS YEAR ! so now i will post some things i want back >< !



That was only last year O_O stick(ish) arms. I now have that whole, chicken wind thingo goin' on. Not attractive .___.



Again, Last year O= LEGS DIDN'T TOUCH. goddayyyym ;__; !

and to think, they used to be even skinnier when i was 16 =_=



Terrible photo , But I want these legs now please !

ok. enough pointless wishing !