Pictures/ Memories ~

Finding an old picture, i decided to go through all my folders :) and it brings back so many memories!!
I was such a little emo kid like, 5 years ago >_< but like, id dress in black and keep to myself i wouldnt be all LIFE SUCKS I WANT TO DIE. but i thought that way |:
Then it makes me think about choices of music, and how its changed dramatically since then! I used to listen to Korn, Mudvayne, Static X all that. now its happy pop music and stuff XD I dont have photos from back then but i have 3 or 4 years ago ones D;

And i was so pale and always wore black , and nothing else :|

But i never thought i was.. wierd.. or abnormal. but now i look and think WHAT THE FUUUUDGESTICKLES WAS I THINKING ??!! haha.


i took a picture today of what i look like atm, just on web cam :\


not sure what i was doing >_< but..

my non tanned long as toes, sexaaay (Y)

Idunno , i enjoy reminiscing on the memories old photos show. Im happy with the way i am now :D but chances are, 4 years to come ill be like OMG WHAT WAS I THINKING 4 YEARS AGO?? haha |: hope not.
OK pretty pointless post.

A broken vase will never be the same again despite your efforts of glueing the pieces back together.

What a long title |= but its true.
Another thing thats true? i neglect my blog =\
I always get random thoughts and think AH I WILL BLOG ABOUT THIS and never do it.
ANYWAY. Recently, despite my older posts being miserable and full of confusion.
IM SO HAPPY =D everything is amazing. My educations all worked out and the idea of Uni next year excited me ^^
Oh , and my annual leave was accepted! so i have 2 weeks off. My laptop died, so im going to buy a new one with the annual leave money!
but anyway... too much to talk about from ages ago, so ill talk about now.

Last night was a Disney themed birthday. I felt so BLEERGH because i worked and had no sleep. i had a nap when i got home, chucked on some clothes made ears and went to michaels.



Tbh, after i got there, i wish i actually put in effort on how i looked xD i didnt spend money and just didnt care to be blunt, because i didnt know the people.

But it was eventful, Michael got really drunk. and i just watched him be silly all night. a Friends friend was there, shes so nice, she dropped me home D: when i live like, 30mins away from her !

I didnt really take photos, unfortunately D:



Upon looking through my camera, which i never use |= i found an old picture of me, Michael and my old friend Emma.



That was 2 years ago, I feel we have all changed so much from then D: its so wierd to look back on photos :\ and notice how different things are since then.

Too Much Shopping !

Ah! waited too long to blog.
So much to talk about, so i wont bother lol.
But i figure out tafe etc. and feeling good about what the future will bring me :D
no more confusion !

I ahve been doing ALOOOT of online shopping. since a page added me on fb, full of clothes, then i found more through that person, and the stuff is just so cheap O=
so i bought two dresses straight away !
One of the 2 ...



i think its decent for a simple going out dress :)
its the bow D= i couldnt say nooo.


AGGh so today, i prob did the worst thing possible by DROPPING MY DOG !
miniture shitsu , 9 weeks old aghhh, struggles out of my arms and succeeds,
landing head first onto concrete D: i felt so horrible and still do !
Shes OK though, i hope, shes acting ok but gosh :|



Afterward, she looked so helpless :C shes so crazy and running around, took her a while to get like that again. Gosh im horrible at taking care of things D=

GAMBLING i keep gambling my money away !
i was saving for 2 things, a coffee machine, and a netbook. sadly, i would have had enough if i DIDNT GO OUT AND GAMBLE/EAT EVERYTHING!
i need to restrain myself, i put on uneeded weight and yet it wont stop me from buying chips and chocolate to eat at night when i watch movies o:
OPRAH WINFREY SAYS NO MEALS AFTER 7 >____<