OMG @ RANDOM SHIT I USED TO SAY WHEN I WAS 14

I found some old sites i used to have, and i look back on how i was and shudder. its like, was i that dumb? At age 14 i thought i found the guy i was going to marry xD i was lame - and im FAR from like that now geez, guys dont go near me with a ten foot pole and i dont let them >_< and im pretty sure id never speak like im about to post coz reading it i was like BLEEEEEGH EW AS IF I WAS MOOSHY AND DISGUSTING AND LIKE WHYYYY. anyway, were we together for 6 months when i wrote this? I wrote this on one of my sites about an ex \:

andrew i seriously truely deeply love you we talk about ANYTHING and i have no doubts and i know we will last for a long time. theres so much i can say but i dont have the words.. you are my everything and i would be nothing without you im so lucky to have you its a dream come true i still cant believe it it feels like a dream. you are in my mind 24/7 its good but sux because im not with you all the time... my heart hurts when im not around you i need you you have so much going for you you are so special to me. you are the one that makes me want to get up in the morning ur the one that makes me happy and i love you to death my andrew xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
static x and bananas are a good combination..
I have no idea what i would do without you i feel i cant even spend a day without you. i never want to lose you and ill NEVER forget you your the love of my life n u mean the world to me xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo


Wierd bec, Just, Wierd.
I think on that and i remember how i felt back then, vaguely. I to this day dont know what love is but im only 18 and people like above, 14 yr old bec.. was all STUFF WHAT EVERYONE THINKS I KNOW IM IN LOVE. how silly kids are.

MY BORING POST ABOUT ANIMAL CROSSING

Wellwellwell, I have had absolutely nothing entertaining to blog about since my rib injury, so enjoy my non interesting new entry.
So what happened this week?
how exciting uuh, miffy went for her first walk?

so exciting, what else.. Ah yeah ! speaking of which, Angelica told me to take heaps of photos of my dog Tara because shes 15, and i should keep the memories there, just incase she passes. So i attempted and Miffy kept photobombing >_< !



That was an exciting uh .. day |:
Anyway, when my real life is as boring as this, I seem to focus more on virtual life n_n
ANIMAL CROSSING <3

This week is exciting because its the Flower Fest, i dont give a crap about the prize (a trophy) id prob end up trying to sell it to pay off my mortgage anyway, i just thought it would be fun to be better than all my neighbours and have a better looking house ^^
and if their garden gets better, i steal some more flowers heeeeheee. i play fair !



Thats my garden on monday when it started ^^ its now wednesday and its grown, but my flowers keep dying \:
I hate how much these sorts of things absorb my mind, Like.. when i went through my final fantasy phase, i wouldnt sleep O_O and i would just play constantly and eventually sleep then dream i was still playing it and BLEEERGH bad life to lead !

But im excited because, Tom Nooks store grew : D (nobody will find this blog interesting unless they play it, then even prob not)


yayay ~

aaand i have a favourite Neighbour, Pudge.. because he loves food and is always talking about food C=


But at the moment im most happy because, Wart.Jr is an asshole usually, all "what the hell do you want?!!" sort of thing, but today ! he was a changed man *proud*



haha... anyway ... welcome to the exciting life of Bec =__=
i hope you enjoyed wasting 5mins of your time C=< HEEEHEEEHEEEE