05 - A time you thought about ending your own life. 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

hmmm on a more deeper note now ~
OK without getting into deets, end of 2006 was the only time I was very sure I wanted nothing else. before that I had been depressed for 3 years, but not to the terrible extent that year. Obviously I overcome that, and everything is super :D !

Moving on !


30 Facts about myself !
These aren't interesting lol. But , here it goes ~

1. I hate feet touching me. I hate feet in general.
2. My life is set out a week in advance.
3. I have a thing for Bollywood movies >.<
4. It's hard for me to get bored.
5. I thoroughly enjoy public transport, I find it relaxing and good time to think.
6. Most of my plans / ideas are decided in the shower.
7. My tummy gets upset very easily.
8. I tend to get cold/flu aprox every month.
9. I LIKE PANDAS.
10. If I sing a song alone in my room, and I get a word wrong, I say 'oops' 0_0
11. I eat too much.
12. I stress myself out too easily.
13. I still hold teddys at night lol.
14. I have long toes.
15. Most of my money goes on food.
16. I like anchovies.
17. I hate the smell of chocolate.
18. Im allergic to red onions :C
19. I think no more than 5 hours sleep is the perfect amount for me, anything more and I feel sluggish.
20. I watch the Partridge Family, The Brady Bunch, and Degrassi and thoroughly enjoy it XD
21. Facebook is my most visited site.
22. I zone out easily.
23. My mind doesn't soak in knowledge well.
24. I'm pretty blind XD but I never wear my glasses outside of home.
25. My usual coffee is Vanilla Latte.
26. I LOVE CURRY.
27. I really enjoy writing
28. I find it hard to think of facts about myself >_<
29. My rib sticks out?
30. I feel weird without any necklaces.

Boring facts are boring.

2011 IS FINALLY HERE .

And of course, New Years resolutions are popping up !
I'm not going to make any big resolutions because, if I make massive life changing ones, and I end up failing, I will let myself down >_< so I will stick to small easier things to change !

This year I won't put others before myself ALL THE TIME. I still will. But if I think back on 2010, the things I would have done even though I didn't want to, and it ended up with people walking all over me, never made me happy. Making people makes me happy but people take it for granted. So from here onward, if I don't want to do something, I am going to say no, straight out ~

Eat less crap ! This one I AM SERIOUS ABOUT because I feel so sluggish recently ~
and I am not eating at correct times, like... 2am - 2pm - 10pm would be main meal times, for an example. and snacks in between of course.

Change sleeping pattern !

Seek new employment !

I am sort of intrigued to know more about extended family. I would like to spend some time with more of my family.

For now, that is about all I can think of !